It’s 2:22am on a late Sunday morning as I type this. I just left a meeting that began at 1:30pm the prior day and let’s just say I realized I am a workaholic.
This day that ran over into a late night early morning is exactly how this whole year has been. Nothing but late nights, early mornings and complete dedication to what’ll make me suceed as a young independent woman with no damn hand outs!
At the top of this year I went through quite a few silent and private cries that threw me off a few times but I never let it make me fold on myself. I went through a few trials and tribulations that made me second guess my ability to last in one of my money making career fields but I never let it get the best of me.
I had the biggest spiritual awakening and rebirth when I went through an extremely personal loss that ultimately was an gain in my faith and strength department. I didn’t let that get me either even though it was a major disappointment to myself.
At the end of this year, I gained a lot of confirmation, recognition, and opportunities after going thru several months of being tested on all aspects of my life.
I owe that to my tenacity and faith in who and what I am to this world. Without my knowledge of self and my powers, I wouldn’t have had the faith or strength to keep going this year.
I even think that my non-victim mentality and perception of all I went through is an even bigger reason why the end of this year blessed me with recognition and blessings. I couldn’t have made it through this year without my optimistic mindset.
I share all this vagueness with you in hopes that you will reflect on this year as we enter the new year, and really take a look at how it shaped you. I hope that you get clear on why you went through all that you did.
I hope that you are able to see it all through non-victim eyes and realize how everything was happening for your own personal development and growth so that once 2019 arrives you don’t welcome it from a victim standpoint.
You’ve got to break the habit. You have to be able to see things from a different perspective that supports you. If not, you are just going to repeat those same lessons and losses in 2019 until you see it for what it truly is.
I’m sure I could keep going, but it’s now 3am and my goal for 2019 is to start getting better at time management so my time up loves. Don’t shy away from self-reflection on this year. Remember, knowledge of self is power. You must know your own journey to ensure that your future is bright.
Goodnight & Happy New Year ❤